Merry Something To You Too!!

Monday afternoon, 2 days before Christmas... I sit in my chair at my desk, at work!!
Who was the idiot that invented work around Christmas??
Who the fuck works??
Except for the IT guys maybe... but even they have no idea on what planet they are... classic for IT people ;))...
I am not a huge fan of Holidays, but one thing I love for sure... the food!! And the tree of course, and the lights... well... everything is nice about Christmas, WHEN you’re NOT Working!!
The thing I love the most when it comes to Holidays is my depression. It's not that I have no crappy bf, or my family close these days, the only thing that bugs me is that I am not a millionaire yet!! I mean, what is the point of having all these celebrations days if you have not the money to enjoy them?
What??? I wouldn’t look good on a beach in Hawaii? My skin could not support the Caribbean sun?? My body wouldn’t stand the tropical heat??
And let’s not talk about the affairs I could have with the aborigines :)).

My depression is always one and the same.
And... unlike others... I find it more real than to find myself in a stupid depression that I have no bf, or my family is not the way I wanted, or my friends don’t love me, or my job sucks, or my pay check is so small I can’t by myself a popsicle.
These items are for day to day depression, like the day to day excuse of feeling sorry for myself, not my case anymore, I have ages of experience and those moments turned to be seconds of quick rage in time.

So... What do you do for Christmas?
Stay home and cry in your pants that your life sucks and you’re a loser, remembering all the moments when you’ve failed this past year, while you stick junk food in you faster than my typing speed, thinking about your sorry ass life and looking at the dark future where you can only predict more ugly things coming to you???
Well good luck being a dumb ass!!
Or, maybe you go to every party that you are invited, so that you can prove yourself that you are not alone, and your so called friends are the best thing ever (for like 30 min. , after you get bored and you’re back to your depression).

Or, you just wait to see what happens, miracles may exist (for those who have definitely read too many Cinderella stories ). And, maybe not a miracle, but if anything happens, then you may chose you way of spending Christmas evening so that you’ll end up feeling just as good on the day after (morning i.e.).

Or... You can choose my way, do what you usually do but with more feeling: eat, drink, dance and get as lazy and crazy as possible (you have an excuse – it’s actually Christmas), take some hours to put a globe in the Christmas Tree (is it blue this year, or green, or is it yellow time?? – who cares?? – I do!! Symmetry is the key!! And that until the second glass of wine, after randomize is the new house rule.)
Entertainment will sure appear, there is no year without crazy invitations to parties – home or club, and from all there is to do you can choose to just stay home and see the next best movie ever made (with the usual French red wine attached - it can be very relaxing).

For all of you that have Holiday depression, remember this: any holiday is not the excuse to victimise yourselves, there are other that have not even half of what you enjoy every day, THEY DO have a reason to cry!!
It’s not anybody’s fault that you cannot bear to see yourself in the mirror or that you have not the power to make any changes in your life, so please, spear us from the pain of seeing your dummy sad face in the only days when the only excuse aloud is that to smile like a dumb ass after you erase all the alcohol that you were not suppose to drink it only by yourself!!

Enjoy my dears, a Merry Merry Christmas and an even Merrier Happy New Year!!
May that next year they discover I am the long lost daughter of Onassis, or Trump, Gates is good too!!

Cheers My Ladies!!
Cheers My Guys!!
Tomorrow is a new year!!

So... That's it

I am back :D
Meaner than ever and ready to buck the world, I am back just in time to have my final say for this year.
Now, if anybody thought that I found something else better to do, they were not wrong. I hardly find the time to do anything anymore, but, since this is one of my favorite hobbies (i.e. to write about anything that goes through my mind), I do not intend to leave it aside.
I was, I am I hope that I will still remain a huge fan of idiots - they represent a huge asset for this planet, without them, the world would be so boring. And, I promise that next year I will come back with a lot of stories about them (I have them in my mind already, just waiting to come out, and sure I will find many more).
So… taking it step by step… My work is so crazy, I meet all kinds of imbeciles almost every day (“almost” is a happy word in this case). I like what I do, still, I think, but, I am heading straight forward to a early age mental aberration/dementia.
My private life goes only up (up in to the smoke of my cigarettes).
Moved out to a new home, I can only think that it’s going to get interesting for me.
Happy as ever to have somebody in my life to cross with, I found D., my favorite playmate. She’s doing fine for the moment, although, I expect her to breakdown soon.
Staying close to me it’s such an “easy” thing to do.
I am out of time to do what I want, I have to steal some of my sleep time just to write this. I found so many things to do and so little time.
I guess I’ll just have to readjust my schedule in order to do a little of everything I like (this phrase sounds so dumb… damn…)
My favorite football team as usual lost, I can’t watch WWE live, and I need a new game to play at work.
I hope that Santa will send me a new birth certificate where says that I am Onassis’s daughter, or Trump’s, I could do with Gate’s too.
Anyway, my sense of humor was killed in a cat fight (cat’s don’t have a sense of humor, and they thought that mine was anyway too doggy).
Before I close this one, just FYI… I still rock my way up to heaven :D

A New Era

So... I got a new job.
A new area, new people, new everything.
I have no idea what I'm doing but I am doing it.
It's not that bad as long as I have an occupation and I get money.
But still... I wish I could do something else... This bores me to death.
In other order my social life is about to take a big break since my boss in planning to bury me in work.
I hope that I'll survive this step too.
Bored and moody I go back to the Paper Tower.
Over and out.

Back On Top Of The World

Yeah... So I've been to Greece... Not something that I would have done with my time and money... but that's what friends are for...
It was... Instructive... Yes, that is the word.
I will go back there, for sure. Men are beautiful everywhere you go. You can find two beautiful men by square metre.
I'm not kidding. They are............ wow. Good looking and fine motherfuckers.
I will write less as time goes by, since I found a new thing.
For all known reasons I will keep it to my self for the moment.
Let's just say that some are made to rule, and others to be ruled.
Guess in what place I fit in ;)
Oh... And... Another one bited the dust.
Unusually, I was not sorry this time.
I guess I saw it coming and I was already warmed up.
Peace until my next line.

The one and only Lady Luck.

The Group Type

Have you ever met people so different that you wonder why they hang out together? Even worst, why they do business together? In my experience the weirdest combination ever met is that between a communist, a socialist and a capitalist. I know, you'll wonder what in God's name do they have in common? Let me surprise you, or not... The thing they have in common is: ....churlishness. Yap, look in to the dictionary. I am talking about the avarice type of people. How in God's name can a communist, a socialist and a capitalist work together? It's simple. It's all about the Benjamin's. It has always been this way. Money brings people together even if they are extremely different. Stupid or smart if you have money, look around your friends and partners. You'll see that if you take the "M" factor out, you have no reason to be friends or do business with them.

Love from Serres.

In Pursuit of Happyness

I am the happiest woman today. This past weekend I had to take a tough decision about my future. And I did. It seems that after all I have my back covered and I ain't that alone. But even If I was, I would still keep my decision. It's a matter of principles. I may be the last one with something like that, and it will probably kill a lot more of my chances to make my dreams come true, but hey, I have nothing to lose. I might as well enjoy my life the way I've build it. You have no idea how good it is to be free, to have no one stepping on you just because they can, to have the right to do whatever you choose, when you choose it. How many of you enjoy this freedom? How many of you can say with their hand on their heart that they always did what they wanted with their life? I bet not many at all.
I see you working every day for a shity salary, doing most of the time what you hate, stepping on you pride and soul just to have some money or some experience and for what? That is how the rich got their fortunes. Although the slavery has been abolished, I see this century not very far from that time. Once they hire you they own you? Hell NO!!
In the other corner are the people who work for a lot of money but they pay the price of having no time for themselves. They work up to 20 hours a day with the hope that one day they will make their dream come true.
I choose today that I ain't no stepping stone for no motherfucker that wants to grow his business on my back in order to buy himself another fancy car or exotic trip to I don't know what island.
I rather work for free for people that deserve it than to sit in the office storming my brain out to get to the best solutions for a bunch of people that do not appreciate or deserve the results of my work.
Yes, I quit my job today my dears. And I feel fucking freakintastic. I haven't felt so good in a long long time. I have no idea why I feel this way since I am practically dead broke.
I think that I am more than use to to start back from 0 and in time it just became an exercise. I got stronger in time and I know I'm gonna make this time too.
It's a beautiful day to start over.
Like they say: "madness has no age".
I am official in pursuit of happyness.

I dedicate this to all my friends and to all the people that work all their life to survive and make their dreams come true without hurting others. (That means that I dedicate it to like 1% of the planet, and even here I am not sure). But to all of you that still have pride and principles, to you I say: Never give up!! The sun WILL come up on your street!! On mine is always shinin' - I am still alive, well and stronger than I've ever been, the rest is history.

"Work is either fun or drudgery. It depends on your attitude. I like fun."
Colleen C. Barrett
"The best way to appreciate your job is to imagine yourself without one."
Oscar Wilde
" If A equals success, then the formula is A equals X plus Y and Z, with X being work, Y play and Z keeping your mouth shut."
Albert Einstein

Music for my soul

In each of us lies a superwoman. In some that superwoman never shows, in some, she is kept well hidden, some they are to afraid to show her and some can't wait to bring her out every time is needed. Everybody is searching to be happy in this lifetime (or at least they should) and some just try to survive. I found everything I want to say here today, already written by a superwoman so I thought it's only fair to share it with other superwomen just to remember them to never forget what they are.
And she goes like this:
"Everywhere I'm turning, Nothing seems complete, I stand up and I'm searching, For the better part of me, I hang my head from sorrow, Slave to humanity, I wear it on my shoulders, Gotta find the strength in me... Cause I am a Superwoman, Yes I am, Yes she is, Even when I'm a mess I still put on a vest With an S on my chest, Oh yes, I'm a Superwoman For all the mothers fighting, For better days to come, And all my women, all my women sitting here trying, To come home before the sun, And all my sisters, Coming together, Say yes I will, Yes I can
Cause I am a Superwoman, Yes I am, Yes she is, Even when I'm a mess I still put on a vest With an S on my chest, Oh yes, I'm a Superwoman When I'm breaking down, And I can't be found, And I start to get weak, Cause no one knows Me underneath these clothes, But I can fly, We can fly
Cause I am a Superwoman, Yes I am, Yes she is, Even when I'm a mess I still put on a vest With an S on my chest, Oh yes, I'm a Superwoman"
Alicia Keys - Superwoman (from the album "As I am")

"Life perfect, Ain't perfect, If you don't know what the struggle's for, Falling down ain't falling down, If you don't cry when you hit the floor, It's called the past cause I'm getting past, And I ain't nothing like I was before, You ought to see me now"
Alicia Keys - Lesson Learned (from the album "As I am")

I just love her songs. I believe that a song can change your perspective about many things in life. And, as far as I am concerned, it makes me feel so damn good just to hear her music, gives me the strength to carry on, to get up and just do my thing... makes me to go in pursuit of happiness. There is not such thing as impossible.

We should give a thank you to all the artists and bands that make music to feed our soul.
Thank you:
Alicia Keys, Robbie Williams, Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Nirvana, Lil Wayne, Destiny's Child, Ja Rule, Outlandish, Paula Abdul, No Angels, Gemma Fox, All Saints, Nelly, Natasha Bedingfield, Daniel Bedingfield, Morcheeba, Limp Biskit, Linkin Park, Madonna, Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston, En Vogue, Ludacris, Fat Joe, Lenny Kravitz, Method Man, Busta Rhymes, Metallica, Bon Jovi, Aerosmith, Van Halen, Whitesnake, Cars, Barry White, ... and I will never end the list.

To all the ladies in the world and all the gentlemen left.